
I sink into a peaceful numbness.


sar or sara. she/her. 23. ©
== LIKES: == reading, writing, spirituality, astrology, tarot, crystals. love. cats, dogs, spending time by the sea. art.== DISLIKES == ignorance, being overstimulated, loud environments & people. poor grammar.== DNI: == sexist, homophobic, xenophobic, transphobic, etc. unwillingness to learn. basic dni criteria.
== BOUNDARIES: == ask to dm. you can vent to me to a certain extent; i'm not a therapist, i have my own stuff to deal with, but i'm happy to lend an ear.== MISC. FACTS: == i'm half asian, half white. i'm a taurus sun, aquarius moon, taurus rising. i'm a university student.== EXTRA: == i can come off as mean without meaning to. i forget to use tone tags; remind me to use them if needed!


ONE:
love me slowly. i want to feel every vein that you reach, every bone that ⭑ you surround with your love. slowly, as if love is the only time we measure.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───TWO:
i want to live darkly ⭑ and richly in my femaleness─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───THREE:
love is the miraculous delay
of its own completion:
it prolongs the magical act
by which one and one become two, despite
the original punishment of life.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───FOUR:
let me love the world like a mother.
let me be tender when it lets me down.
FIVE:
and your worst sin is that you ⭑ have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───SIX:
my heart was ⭑ covered with dreams,─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───SEVEN:
THERE IS SO MUCH LOVE ⭑ WAITING TO BE FELT─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───EIGHT:
you. i put you
in everything i wrote.
NINE:
a heart
can sink too, like a root, or a library
whose architect forgot
to factor in the weight of its books.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───TEN:
watch, now, how i start the day
in happiness, in kindness.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───ELEVEN:
all my fairytale thoughts ⭑ are awakened by him.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───TWELVE:
death is nature's greatest good.
death is a better state. death frees the immortal soul. death is transcendence.
death is an act of bravery, a glorious act of defiance.


RESOURCES:
== mental health resources ==== the trevor project ==
REMINDER:
if i do something that makes you uncomfortable, tell me! ⭑ absolutely no hard feelings.─── ⋆ ⭑ ⋆ ───ABOUT ME:
hobby writer. ⭑ spewer of words, reader of books, lover of words. ⭑ literature enthusiast & hozier fangirl.